•January 13, 2011 •
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Setiap nafas yang dihembus
Setiap degupan jantung
Aku selalu memikirkanmu
Dalam sedar dibuai angan
Dalam tidur dan khayalan
Aku selalu memikirkanmu
Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang
Barulah terasa ku bernyawa
Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu
Kerana kau beri erti hidup
Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya
Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan
Ku bersyukur adanya kamu
Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia
Asal masih adanya kamu
Lirik Lagu OST Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa sang by Anuar Zain
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•March 8, 2010 •
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Sometimes, when I have been sorely missing you I just don’t know how to act when you comes back. My mind gets mixed up with so many emotions – there’s anger (why were you gone so long!) there’s longing (God, I just so want to be with you it hurts) there’s sadness (i’ve been doing nothing when you weren’t around) there’s frustration (why can’t we be together?) and then there’s just sheer happiness (I’m so glad to see you and you look super hot too)
With all those feelings jumbled up, I will always end up looking awkward when I see you. Then I will get “You look so tense…”
Tense is definitely not the word, baby. Then with that kind of remark, I do the auto-switch mode, I smile and pretended not to care. But deep in my heart I wish there are words that can say how much I’ve missed you.
I missed you while you were away. No, I was not happy when you’re not around.
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•September 6, 2009 •
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Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia2, Allah s.w.t tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha…
Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih, Allah s.w.t sudah menghitung air matamu…
Jika kau fikir bahawa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu terasa berlalu begitu saja, Allah s.w.t sedang menunggu bersama denganmu…
Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman2mu terlalu sibuk untuk menalipon, Allah s.w.t selalu berada disampingmu…
Ketika kau fikir bahawa kau sudah mencuba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lagi, Allah s.w.t punya jawapannya…
Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan, Allah s.w.t dapat menenangkanmu…
Jika tiba2 kau dapat melihat jejak2 harapan, Allah s.w.t sedang berbisik padamu…
Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur, Allah s.w.t telah memberkatimu…
Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban, Allah s.w.t telah tersenyum padamu…
Ketika kau miliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi, Allah s.w.t sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu…
Ingat bahawa dimanapun kau atau kemanapun kau menghadap, ALLAH SWT TAHU…
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•August 20, 2009 •
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A group of friends somehow initiated the idea of celebrating the 25th anniversary since we left high school. That was the last time majority of us were together, sweet young things at 17 years of age.
This attempt of gathering of now 42 year olds is somewhat very daunting. Then, there were no pretense, no expectations and no hidden agenda. It was pure fun and carefree. Some learn the meaning of love and end up marrying their schoolmates. Some had ‘serious’ relationship sans happy ending.
Whenever I thought of old relationship it brings back a whole lot of mixed emotions.. Words is not just enough to describe the feelings that runs through. The what ifs’ keeps on playing like broken records. Thinking about it awaken the part that you thought had died off. Unfortunately it did not but just stay hidden and all this while has been subconciously lying low.
A recent encounter has somehow awaken the subconcious and its terrifying as well as exciting which confused the heart and mind further.
We all require certain relationships in our lives. Some, we wish we could avoid, while others it seems we can never get enough of.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.
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