Missing you..after all this while.
Sometimes, when I have been sorely missing you I just don’t know how to act when you comes back. My mind gets mixed up with so many emotions – there’s anger (why were you gone so long!) there’s longing (God, I just so want to be with you it hurts) there’s sadness (i’ve been doing nothing when you weren’t around) there’s frustration (why can’t we be together?) and then there’s just sheer happiness (I’m so glad to see you and you look super hot too)
With all those feelings jumbled up, I will always end up looking awkward when I see you. Then I will get “You look so tense…”
Tense is definitely not the word, baby. Then with that kind of remark, I do the auto-switch mode, I smile and pretended not to care. But deep in my heart I wish there are words that can say how much I’ve missed you.
I missed you while you were away. No, I was not happy when you’re not around.



